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Dear Teddy,

Dennis Phu, my teddy bear til the end. You’ve always been there for me since the first day we met. My hero, my best friend, and one of the few people who know me the best. I know I can be myself around you without being judged and having to think twice about what I say or do. You’re the one who makes me smile when times are bad, makes me laugh when I’m feeling down, and makes me look stupid when I’m mad for no apparent reason. Honestly, you keep me sane and on my feet. I know we don’t talk as much as we used to, but we always manage to find our way back to each other. And when we do talk, we may not make much sense to other people but we make sense to each other. I love our weird conversations and ridiculous stories because it’s who we are. You’re one of the few that I can honestly say, you’re stuck with me until the end.

Your Owner,

Leslie

I’m just going to move on and pretend like nothing ever happened, like you never existed.

I need to take a breather.

The next few weeks is going to be full of papers, exams, and (of course) celebrating my birthday :]

I’m kicking off my birthday month the right way by going to ISA LA with my sis (Diana) on October 1st. It’s going to be amazing to see Far East Movement, Dumbfounded, David Choi, Clara C, Jay Park, B.O.B, and so much more on stage once more.

Then, it’s off to Vegas with my girls on October 7th to the 9th. The room is all booked and ready. I can’t wait to kick back, relax, and party with good company.

There’s also my birthday dinner(s), which I have yet to plan, and hanging out with an amazing boy before he gets deployed. So much in so little time. haha.

But, the closer I get to my birthday, the more I start to miss a certain person.

I wish I could go back to the summer. Go back to a time where it was just you, me, and our late night talks. Go back to us.